I’m having a shit day

I woke up at like 11:30am yesterday and then took a nap yesterday afternoon and last night I couldn’t sleep…like my head didn’t touch a pillow until 7am this morning.

My stomach has been bugging me all day and I just feel like poop. Also…I pooped a lot. Sorry tmi.

I had this conversation with this guy that I met 2 weeks ago. He was really nice and funny and we had a lot of things in common. We kept missing each other when it came to communicato but finally last night we got a chance to talk. (I asked HIM out for coffee earlier this week and he finally responded last night ) and I have just been trying to get my bearings straight. I’m not used to guys liking me, I’m not used to guys finding me more attractive than other girls. I know that I am pretty (sometimes, when I wear make up) and can look good in a good outfit, I have some confidence. But up until this point in my life that has never really resulted in someone ‘liking’ me.

He also mentioned that his ‘type’ of girl is curvy, which doesn’t make sense to me. I always think guys are trying to be nice when they say that to me. Like, because I am acknowledging your weight and telling you I don’t mind, we can keep talking.

I am blowing this way out proportion but sometimes it just feels good to let it out.

Blurg.

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empire-waste-thrift:

It’s a beautiful summer day, you are wearing your cutest sundress. The wind is in your hair, the sun is shining and as you walk across that meadow of tall grass…you start to sweat. Between your thighs. And then, it starts to chafe.

You can be big or small, thunder thighs or thin pulkies…

So I wrote this thing for my other blog and thrift store tumblr. I thought some of you might appreciate it.

Emotional Garbage, nothing to see here

I think I have become desensitized to death. Nothing really fazes me anymore. They found those 3 boys in Israel today and my response was to close out facebook because that was all anyone could talk about. I found out a good friend of my sister’s mother just dropped dead at a wedding and I was more concerned about her final math exams this week and whether or not she was going to get fired if she didn’t show up to her job.

Maybe it’s because of my dad and all my other relatives that have passed recently. Maybe its because the deep dark depression cloud that I have been running from has finally descended on me.

I don’t feel nothing. But the way I am processing is more machine than man and it concerns me.

It has come to my attention that I have just reached 100 Followers

For most people that isn’t such a big deal (or maybe it is…I’m not entirely sure how the internet works) but for me, it is. 

So Thank you. Really! It means that this thing I started like…3 years ago wasn’t a total waste of time. 

Feel free to message me and ask me questions if you like, or just say hi or whatever. Or don’t. I’d be up to play truth or dare or 20 questions or something.

Let me have it!

After the shitshow that was HIMYM, tonight was perfect. I had a delicious dinner with The Roommate who I have not seen since we magically bumped into each other on the subway. I came home and watched a pretty good Glee and then an hour of The Mindy Project which is now my favorite show…ever. There are so many things that I love about that show, the Mindy/Danny thing is perfect, he is perfect. This is the tv I want to spend my time with.

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fatfares:

Came across this sweatshirt on FOC and absolutely had to share it!
I hate hearing “You’re so pretty for a big girl.” Is that even a compliment? So, what you’re saying is that my beauty is conditional?Anyway, I love that this sweatshirt is calling people out on that “compliment.” Any chance the sweatshirts have a big FU on the back? LOL
Also, how good do the models look? #flawless They’re so pretty. period. 

fatfares:

Came across this sweatshirt on FOC and absolutely had to share it!

I hate hearing “You’re so pretty for a big girl.” Is that even a compliment? So, what you’re saying is that my beauty is conditional?
Anyway, I love that this sweatshirt is calling people out on that “compliment.” Any chance the sweatshirts have a big FU on the back? LOL

Also, how good do the models look? #flawless They’re so pretty. period.