I think I have become desensitized to death. Nothing really fazes me anymore. They found those 3 boys in Israel today and my response was to close out facebook because that was all anyone could talk about. I found out a good friend of my sister’s mother just dropped dead at a wedding and I was more concerned about her final math exams this week and whether or not she was going to get fired if she didn’t show up to her job.
Maybe it’s because of my dad and all my other relatives that have passed recently. Maybe its because the deep dark depression cloud that I have been running from has finally descended on me.
I don’t feel nothing. But the way I am processing is more machine than man and it concerns me.
For most people that isn’t such a big deal (or maybe it is…I’m not entirely sure how the internet works) but for me, it is.
So Thank you. Really! It means that this thing I started like…3 years ago wasn’t a total waste of time.
Feel free to message me and ask me questions if you like, or just say hi or whatever. Or don’t. I’d be up to play truth or dare or 20 questions or something.
Let me have it!
After the shitshow that was HIMYM, tonight was perfect. I had a delicious dinner with The Roommate who I have not seen since we magically bumped into each other on the subway. I came home and watched a pretty good Glee and then an hour of The Mindy Project which is now my favorite show…ever. There are so many things that I love about that show, the Mindy/Danny thing is perfect, he is perfect. This is the tv I want to spend my time with.