I think I have become desensitized to death. Nothing really fazes me anymore. They found those 3 boys in Israel today and my response was to close out facebook because that was all anyone could talk about. I found out a good friend of my sister’s mother just dropped dead at a wedding and I was more concerned about her final math exams this week and whether or not she was going to get fired if she didn’t show up to her job.
Maybe it’s because of my dad and all my other relatives that have passed recently. Maybe its because the deep dark depression cloud that I have been running from has finally descended on me.
I don’t feel nothing. But the way I am processing is more machine than man and it concerns me.